Saturday, September 25, 2010

countdown -3-

5 days to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm not ready yet and still have a lot to pack,uhuhuhu...

What is really important is, I have to set mind for a positive good.

I'm going to be a 2nd year student, which is more though than I thought (based on the observation of my senior).

What am I going to achieve this year?
~To be Muslimah yang Solehah di dunia dan akhirat~
~wanna make my parents happy~
~Wanna explore something new~
~Wanna be a responsible to what I might do~
-Amiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnn-

Friday, September 17, 2010

Countdown -2-

Days remaining : 12days

Tinggal 12 hari aje before aku balik uk...so, aku menghabiskan masa dengan bersenang lenang di rumah..haha...Ma pun dah mengurangkan bebelannya..The reason is, ma kata tak lama lagi aku dah nak pergi, so kenalah spend time wisely dengan aku...hahahha...

Kalau kat facebook, dah banyak pos2 kengkawan aku yang on the way dah nak balik uk..Ada yang sedih n happy but most of them mestilah sedih kan....termasuk akulah...

So, untuk menghabiskan sisa masa aku di sini, aku tengok crite gossip girl. Not bad actually. Aku boringlah kat rumah, adik2 dah nak exam UPSR dan SPM so masing2 busy dengan exam..tinggallah aku sengsorang menulis blog nie..Ma dan Abah busy dengan kerja, so aku xnak ganggu diaorang..huhuhu

Oklah, hari nie tetibe jer nak share satu lirik nie..Penyanyi asal die adalah Kelly Clarkson and someone-that-i-cant-remember-his-name.

......T.I.M.E.L.E.S.S.......

Baby come close let me tell you this
In a whisper my heart says you know it too
Baby we both share a secret wish
And you're feeling my love reaching out to you

Timeless
Don’t let it end (no)
Now that you’re right here in my arms where you should stay
Hold tight baby
Timeless
Don’t let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
This is timeless love

I see it all baby in your eyes
When you look at me I know I feel it too (yes I do)
So let's sail away and be forever baby
Where the crystal ocean melts into the sky
We shouldn’t let the moment pass
Making me shiver let’s make it last
Why should we lose it don’t ever let me go

Timeless
Baby its timeless
Oh baby its timeless

Timeless
Don’t let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
It’s just timeless
It’s just timeless

Love

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Raye pictures~





























~Mari bertafakur sejenak~

Dengan nama Allah yang pemurah lagi maha mengasihani......

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, Ampunilah dosa-dosaku yang telah banyak aku lakukan..Ya Allah, janganlah KAU jadikan dosa-dosa tersebut sebagai halangan untuk aku memperoleh cahaya HidayahMU ya Allah....

Tadi aku baru terbaca satu blog, dan ianya mengingatkan aku tentang sesuatu. Selama aku berblogger nie, aku terlupa pentingnya untuk kita memanfaatkan sesuatu pemberian.

Aku lupa oleh dunia ini. Kadang-kadang aku langsung lupa siapa yang memberi kesenangan kepada aku. Inilah yang dikatakan ujian kesenangan. Kalau rakyat palestine bertemankan bom dan bunyi tempakan setiap hari, setiap jam, setiap minit dan setiap saat, aku sepatutnya bersyukur kerana aku bukan berada dalam keadaan itu.

Tapi masyarakat kita dah lupa itu semua, including me...........

So, dengan azam dan semangat yang baru, aku ingin memulakan sesuatu yang baru demi kepentingan umat Islam sejagat..Moga-moga kita semua tersenarai dalam golongan yang menyumbangkan sesuatu terhadap Islam...Amiiiiinn

countdown

erm.....
sedar xsedar xsampai 2 minggu lagi aku kene balik ke uk..kejapnya masa berlalu..huhuhu..mula2 memang rasa xsabar nak balik sebab sejuk but nanti dah xleh jumpa family aku dah especially my mom..

Ada satu jer yang best kat sane, iaitu internet yang pantas! hahaha.....best, boleh tgk cerite online aje..youtube ape sume tu..aduh rindunya semua itu but yang xbest yer. aku dah masuk 2nd year, means that banyak benda baru yang nak kene blajar especially lab..i2lah yang buat aku lemah lutut coz aku xterer sangat lab nih...i2pun nasib baik ada my best friend, Victoria Hawkins..org local yang banyak tolong aku...Thanks Vicky!

countdown balik uk :13days....


Movies/Drama that I watched during Summer Break

Kdrama (Korean Drama)

1.Hong Gil Dong
2.Star Falling From Sky
3.Boys Over Flower
4.Cinderella Sister
5.Personal Taste
6.Heading 2 The Ground

Korean Variety Show

1.Dream Team
2.Shinee Hello Baby
3.We Got Married

Jdrama (Japan Drama)

1.Binbo Dashi
2.Koishite Akuma
3.Sokojo Seira
4.Buzzer Beat
5.Bloody Monday (Season 1,2)
6.Death Note(1,2)
7.Gokusen 3
8.Mr. Brain
9.Proposal Daisakuse

Anime & Cartoon

1.Death Note
2.Durarara!
3.Paradise kiss
4.Totally spies

Eng Drama
1.Merlin (season 1)
2.Vampire Diaries (season 1)
3.Ugly betty (season 1,2,3,4)
4.17 Again
5.Heroes(season 1)


P/S: All above are recomended..=)

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

T.H.A.M 1

What is T.H.A.M?
(Things Happened Around Me..)

Hari ini aku pergi HUSM, untuk check telinga. Maklumlah, ada masalah sikit ngan telinga. Doktor kat klinik cakap eardrum aku bocor but bila dah pergi sana, doktor tu cakap ok aje, just infection around ear cannal. Confuse aku dibuatnya but apa2 pun, aku bersyukur sebab nothing serious. Kalau tak, kesian ma dan abah nak kena jaga aku pulak..hehehe

But bukan ini masalahnya. Semasa aku sampai kat hospital tu, aku tengok ramai perempuan yang mengandung tapi xditeman oleh suami mereka. Kesian aku dibuatnya. Dah ler penat2 bawak anak dalam kandungan, n then kene ulang alik kat hospital pulak. Mana suami mereka?

Kalaupun mereka berkerja, patutnya mintak ler cuti separuh hari ke untuk teman isteri mereka ke hospital. Bukannya lama pun, sejam dua aje...huhuhu..

Inilah zaman sekarang kan? workaholic kesemuanya. Diharap kepada semua yang baca post ini, sumenya ambiklah pengajaran...Peace no war!


Hari raya

Summary for Hari Raya:
Best ever!!!!! coz tahun nie aku and family pergi jalan2 rumah sedara mara kat kampung. tahun lepas xraya ngan family, coz tarikh hari raya bertembung dengan tarikh aku fly ke uk, huhuhuhu..but tahun nie special sbb raye ngan family, dgn kakak aku yang dah keje...(dapat duit raya dari dia..)best best..
But xbest bila jumpa dengan sedara sebelah abah aku. seorang pun aku xkenal coz diaorang jarang datang rumah. so, bila abah introduce mereka kat aku, aku jadi blur sekejap...tapi lain pulak kesnya dengan akak aku tuh, sume orang dia kenal..hahaha...xpelah, sebab dia anak sulung kan? so, dia kena tahulah sume2 2..
And then tahun nie best sbb dapat ziarah kubur kedua2 atuk n nenek dan atuk sebelah mak dan ayah...selama nie just salah satu aje sebab kampung jauh-jauh...Bila ziarah kubur mereka, aku sedar kematian boleh berlaku bila2 masa saja xkira muda, tua sekalipun..Nenek dan atuk aku meninggal pada hari yang sama, beza cuma beberapa jam saja. Inilah kekuasaan tuhan yang Maha Esa, siapa sangka nenek aku yang sihat walafiat boleh rebah begitu sahaja selepas mendengar berita kematian atuk aku. Apa yang mampu aku buat hanyalah berdoa untuk mereka. Semoga mereka dicucuri rahmatNYA dan sentiasa dilindungi olehNYA....Amiiinnn...
Apa lagi ye, oh ye, nak cerita pasal kad raya pulak...tahun nie aku hantar kad raya kat hampir semua kawan2, xkira kawan sekolah or matrikulasi...but satu orang pun xreplay..huhuhu...sedih gak..bukannye ape, nampak macam amalan hantar kad2 raya nie macam dah pupus. Sekarang sume gune internet, Fb, YM and etc untuk hantar kad raya..bagi aku, macam xbest aje. Ma aku pun setuju gak.. Tipulah kalau aku cakap xkecewa sebab hari2 aku tunggu kad raya diaorang..xpelah, dah nasib macam nie tahun nie..Raya2 nie xleh sedih2..hahaha
Oklah, sempena bulan yang mulia ni, aku nak mengucapkan selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin. mohon ampun salah dan silap semua............=)

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Super JuniOR~





Super Junior consist of 13 members, named Eeteuk, Heechul, Han Geng, Yeesung, Kangin, Shindong, Sungmin, Donghae, Eunhyuk, Siwon, Ryeowook, Kibum and Kyuhyun. They popular with 'Sorry sorry' song, which is incredible popular around Asian countries such as Malaysia, Singapore ang etc. Recently, they come back with 4th new album, Bonamana!

Let it rain

Wherever you go, whoever you meet, you can deny it, but I know
Wherever you go, whoever you meet, you can deny it, but I know

Turn on the TV and then turn it off, walk and then stop
Stand up and then lie down, somehow it’s being forced
Stare at the clock, close my eyes then squeeze hard, open up and glare at myself
Converse with the bricks that won’t respond, hold a cigarette between my black lips
Lip sync to the sad songs on the radio, behind a mirror no one sees

I comfort myself, and difficulty form a smile
In the dark night when sharp wind blows, gloomy clouds break me apart
As I look at the bright moon I go insane, it’s almost bearable
The fingerprints on my thumb start to fade
I’ve been able to through a night without your call, but then your name flashes on my phone
Your voice is heard, as my hand shakes
Smiling, I say I’ve been at the house all day
And I’m running to you, I love you, but I know

Let in rain (Let it rain)
Along with raindrops, my tears fall and wash away your faults
Let in rain (Let it rain...)
I’ll approach you with a smile, and wash your hypocrisy away

As the rain falls, I’ll bury the pain others aren’t aware of
As the rain falls, I’ll bury quietly bury your lies

Even though I know, I can’t say a word
Your feelings have changed, and they won’t come back today
After I meet you, I dream of letting you go with a course voice
My headaches bring tears that call the rain
I reach out my arms to wash your mistakes away
I try to hide my feelings with a smile, but it just deepens the wound
The phone’s ringing causes my heart to beat faster
A thousand times a day I kneel, or lower my head
Where did we go wrong? How did it lead to this?
Without a soul, I walk two paths
I’ll keep my mouth shut, holding this pained face
Because I can’t live without you, this one sided love is most important to me

Let in rain (Let it rain)
Along with raindrops, my tears fall and wash away your faults
Let in rain (Let it rain...)
I’ll approach you with a smile, and wash your hypocrisy away

As the rain falls, I’ll bury the pain others aren’t aware of
As the rain falls, I’ll bury quietly bury your lies

Wherever you go, whoever you meet, you can deny it, but I know

As the rain falls, I’ll bury the pain others aren’t aware of
As the rain falls, I’ll bury quietly bury your lies
As the rain falls, I’ll bury quietly bury your lies

Star dance battle

Dance battle which I like the most! Really2 touch with last carnival by acoustic cafe.....


Tell me goodbye

Girl I swear I won’t even for a second
cause you any pain
in order to protect you
there’s already no other way

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
those hands that embraced me
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
seem to be letting go
if forgetting me will give you freedom Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye

Baby the moment our lips part this time
I’ll never find better, better than you

Sad it just ain’t happening
Wish it could be better
Sorry to scrapping
But I just can’t let ya
Shouldn’t be less than happy
I said look at me
I couldn’t live with myself seeing you lacking
The things you deserve
Baby you was a part?
Must believe that it hurts
that lead this world
I feel the aching through my body
it just takes a bigger part of me
to be let you go
I wish that one soul

all these things, I can’t take it, those tears, don’t cry for me
for your sake I’ll never look back again

Because I'm stupid


Because I'm so stupid and such a fool
My eyes don't see nobody but you
Even though I know you love someone else
You could never know the pain that I felt
Oh oh oh

You probably never think of me at all
And I know we have no memories
But the one who really wants you is me
In the end only my tears will fall

I stay, you walk away
I stand back, watching you day by day
You can't see that I'm so in love with you
Like the wind you just fly right through (ohhhhh)

There are days when I just miss you so much
There are days when I just long for your touch
"I love you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left crying for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

You'll probably never have a dream of me
And I know I'm in love all alone
That's why we don't really have memories
In the end, I'll make them all on my own

Love's like a river of tears
That will flow whenever you're not here
Even though your heart will never be mine
It's enough just seeing you smile

There are days when I see nothing but rain
There are days when I just feel so much pain
"I miss you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left wishing for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

Bye, bye, never say goodbye
Even though it's not me by your side
I need you, I just can't say it but I want you
I cannot stop wishing for you

There are days when I just miss you so much
There are days when I just long for your touch
"I love you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left crying for you
There are days when I see nothing but rain
There are days when I just feel so much pain
"I miss you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left wishing for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you



Prolog

13 Januari 2006,

Dear diari,

Aku memang pengecut! Hanya mampu memandang dia dari jauh dan tidak mampu berbuat apa-apa. Kelakar kan bila orang kata akulah paling rapat dengan dia sedangkan hati kami berdua semakin lama semakin jauh.
Kenapa aku ditakdirkan jatuh cinta dengan dia? Kenapa Mia? Ya Allah, perasaan ini amat menyesakkan dadaku. Aku gelisah dan tak mampu berfikir dengan waras. Am I crazy? Yes!

23 May 2006,

Dear diary,

Today's Mia birthday and I've decided 2 tell her everything 'bout my feelings but.....something was bothering me..Seems like she interested with someone else..what should i do?

Bacaan Mia terhenti. Perlahan-lahan air matanya gugur. Tidak disangka bahawa Danial berahsia dengannya tentang hal ini. Selama lima belas tahun mereka berteman, tidak ada rahsia antara mereka dan dia sedih kerana Danial memendam perasaan selama berbelas tahun.
Helaian diari itu diselak lagi. Dan semakin sampai ke penghujung diari itu, semakin lebat air mata yang jatuh berguguran. Sungguh, bukan ini yang diharapkan!


Sinopsis novel

Siapa tak kenal Danial Hakiem? Jejaka idaman malaya yang menjadi igauan setiap wanita. Dan siapa pula tak kenal Mia Qaisyara? Gadis manis yang lincah dan bersahaja dan kadang kala sangat kelam kabut orangnya. Antara mereka berdua, ada satu persamaan, iaitu minat mereka dalam bidang yang sama. Muzik!
Muziklah yang mempertemukan mereka 15 tahun yang lalu dan dalam tempoh ini juga, persahabatan yang akrab terjalin.
Bagi Mia, Danial adalah seorang sahabat yang memahami. Sesiapa yang melukai Danial ibarat melukai dirinya juga. Sayangnya pada Danial tiada siapa yang tahu dan dia yakin, sayangnya adalah sebagai seorang sahabat 100%.
15 tahun! ya, lima belas tahun dia menyimpan perasaan pada Mia Qaisyara. Lima belas tahun juga dia terpaksa bermain dengan perasaannya sendiri. Dia takut jika Mia tahu rasa hatinya, persahabatan ini akan menjadi sia-sia...Danial Hakiem mengeluh..
Kehadiran seorang lelaki ini telah mengubah keadaan dalam sekelip mata sahaja. Danial Hakiem kecewa dalam diam, Mia Qaisyara yakin, lelaki inilah yang akan berkongsi hidup dengannya kelak.
Apa yang akan terjadi? Siapa lelaki itu? Apakah kesudahan cinta Danial Hakiem?

why heartquake?

Farewell
Is it easy for you?
(I hate you, I miss you)

[Rap]
I do feel so sorry
’Bout to say something what
It’s obvious
Since you do everything hastily
Always going up and down
With our love easily at your lips
As a person
I already received a lot of pains from you
So, how do you want me to quickly send you a report of our breakup?
Only being able to flip a few pages of a book that we were going to read
Now our recently started love meets farewell faster than memories
Even if you take all the blame
I have nothing to say
Saying that I wish that there were no memories
I have nothing else to say
Love of a celebrity
It’s always like this

My broken heart (girl)
When we loved
You shook my heart (girl)
Now when we’re breaking up
You break that heart
When you smash apart the heart that loved you
It hurts so much
How am I supposed to live? (girl)
Is it the end once you leave like this?
Don’t you know that wounds that you gave me?
Can’t you think of me who’s crying?
It hurts so much
Me, who has become alone
Is farewell easy for you?

(I hate you, I miss you)
[Rap] I drink every night to comfort my day
Having nowhere to go
My heart hurts hurts
The moment that the memories with you become buried in pictures
Why do you leave leave
Leaving my heart in pain
Can’t you heart my heart?
It’s crying out to you
If you tell me to die
I’ll die
I need you to live
I even gave you all of my heart
Now expressions
Spaces of our relationship
What kind of problems make you so hard and sad and weak
Even you’re better than thousands of people
It’s merely a moment
Even then
Those feelings become merely a picture in the heart after a few days
It’s easier than you think
Me, who looked at the one whom I truly loved leaving
More than that
The story that’s like a sad move
My story

You who destroyed everything and left

My broken heart (girl)
When we loved
You shook my heart (girl)
Now when we’re breaking up
You break that heart
When you smash apart the heart that loved you
It hurts so much
How am I supposed to live? (girl)
Is it the end once you leave like this?
Don’t you know that wounds that you gave me?
Can’t you think of me who’s crying?
It hurts so much
Me, who has become alone

If you’re going to leave me like this
Take everything and go
Even the yearning for the happy memories
That will slowly start to annoy me
Even the love that remains in my heart

Is farewell easy for you? (girl)
When we loved you shook my heart (girl)
Now when we’re breaking up
Even after you’ve smashed apart the heart that loved me
Don’t you know the hurt?
Can you endure it? (girl)
Is it the end once you leave like this?
Are you going to hurt someone else?
Can’t you think of me who’s crying?
It hurts so much
Me, who has become alone

[Rap] Wake up, fool
You’re not my person
Now we can’t even go back to before
Yyou know it too
My heart that looked at only you
Only you
Ii should have said it earlier
Even though I repeated it countless times:
“Sorry.. I love you..”
Even though I put those words in my mouth repeatedly
I should have said it earlier
Even though I repeated it countless times
Yeah the person who’s me is like this